ugh

Sometimes I feel like somone had died and it's me.
There are moments when I feel like I don't know myself anymore with this new thing. It's not novel or fun. It's a pain. I live in Southern California and am supposed to not be in the sun too much. Ridiculous.
And how to balance this with my career where I feel stupid all the stinkin' time anyway. I never feel like I know enough. And sometimes I feel like I know nothing.
I guess I have to learn to manage stress better.